In Between

In between

That was the prompt for 5 minute Friday but I saw it Wednesday and decided the day didn’t matter because in between is where I seem to be.

I’m in between what I was and becoming…..more? More? Or maybe less? My grand hope would be more Him and less me and the in between of that is sometimes painful. And beautiful and very messy.

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me and my guy looking all official

me and my guy looking all official

after drying - you didn't think I'd show you a picture of it all wet and crazy did you?

latest haircut - longer

latest haircut – longer

New Year's Day

Christabel 886

boating with the princess

boating with the princess

To become less seems to involve facing some truths you had numbed and seemed much better that way but I’m learning numb is another word for deep ruts you seem to get stuck in to the point of finding it comfortable and forgetting you’re stuck and need to get out.

I’m in between wanting to be alone and needing to live in community. In between less reading and more making, painting, writing.

I’m in between noise and quiet, the shouted, the whispered, the melody of song.

In between my heart aching with honesty and rejoicing with truth.

In between being a daughter and orphan, a wife and friend, a mama and MayMay.

In between loving and loving more.

10 thoughts on “In Between

  1. Stumbling into GRACE says:

    Morning Debby
    I’m right in the middle with you, dear one
    I’ve been listening to Casting Crowns song
    Somewhere in the Middle

    Somewhere between the hot and the cold
    Somewhere between the new and the old
    Somewhere between who I am and who I used to be
    Somewhere in the middle, You’ll find me

    Somewhere between the wrong and the right
    Somewhere between the darkness and the light
    Somewhere between who I was and who You’re making me
    Somewhere in the middle, You’ll find me

    Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control

    Fearless warriors in a picket fence, reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
    Deep water faith in the shallow end and we are caught in the middle
    With eyes wide open to the differences, the God we want and the God who is
    But will we trade our dreams for His or are we caught in the middle
    Are we caught in the middle

    Somewhere between my heart and my hands
    Somewhere between my faith and my plans
    Somewhere between the safety of the boat and the crashing waves

    Somewhere between a whisper and a roar
    Somewhere between the altar and the door
    Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting more
    Somewhere in the middle You’ll find me

    Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control

    Lord, I feel You in this place and I know You’re by my side
    Loving me even on these nights when I’m caught in the middle

  2. bennetta faire says:

    “In Between”–I hadn’t thought of it that way, but YES, we’re all living there; it just looks different from one person’s life to another. I so enjoyed all the pictures–y’all are LOVELY!! God bless you BIG.

  3. judikruis says:

    In Between with you – this GRABBED me – “I’m learning numb is another word for deep ruts you seem to get stuck in to the point of finding it comfortable and forgetting you’re stuck and need to get out.” Enjoy your Princess weekend – dear daughter of the King!

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