The wonder challenge is over. Done. It seemed abrupt. An email saying the previous day’s word was the last and I just stared at the screen.
The timing was good, really. I was on the Gulf side of the state for a women’s retreat and would be coming home to a flurry of activity so not having to post daily was a welcome relief, but. I learned I need the reminders, the prompts, to look for these incredible ways God has of surprising, delighting, filling my life with wonder.
I wrote out the word prompts:
beauty
reflection
time
hope
creation
forgiveness
silence
relationship
sky
stillness
dream
prayer
letter
you
sunset
rest
God
restore
appreciation
meaning
listening
Staring at the list only a few sparked much memory of what I wrote about that days wonder. Like a to-do list in my head I check it off and it’s gone. Some were easy like listening, appreciation, sunset and creation. Some I had to go back to see what I wrote, what inspired that days wonder. And then there were the hard ones: stillness and beauty. Those two got me. The hardest being beauty. And it’s the hard things that seem to teach the best lessons or reveal the hardest truths.
But it was the word silence that struck my heart with such force, God revealing his amazing wonder so clearly. I was comforted and saddened at the same time. Thankful and sorrowful. God using a woman with Alzheimer’s, a woman who cannot call me her daughter because she doesn’t know me, and he still uses her to touch another. To touch many.
There is little wonder in the world today. We send messages around the world instantly. With a few keys pushed on my laptop a screen comes up and we have a face to face talk with our granddaughter who lives 5 hours from here. A nurse put some goo above my eyebrows, rubbed the machine on it and could see I had a sinus infection. Limbs are routinely reattached and knowing the gender of your baby one month into pregnancy is the norm.
Our children don’t know record players or clothes lines. They’ve never used a typewriter and don’t know we used to boil hot dogs. But they can know wonder.
The official challenge is over. My new challenge is to hold fast to seeing God’s wonder. His wonders cannot be duplicated by man though he often chooses us to reveal His wonder. Stay with me on this. I want to share our wonders together. A community of wonder. Nice.